"That's The Way"
GOD DAMN FUCKING HELL.
Ive just got to let lose on of these days.
everything is so, so out of focus, its all so goddamn fucking off balance. my damn fucking light where are you.
you will be my secret. dont tell anyone, keep this betweens us. I dont want anyone to know. if they know they will look down on me. i dont need there sorrow. i dont need their thoughts of me. get the fuck away from me. you never knew me. you never will believe me when i tell you im happy.
I was happy once upon a time. then my sister told me my parents love had died. It was years ago, I was so young too.
my eyes still see the past, i keep thinking that if i take enough drugs then maybe things will go back to how they used to be.
why did they have to do it