MY PERSONAL BEST selfies and i got crazy. proceed with caution for fear of embarrasment

FUCK SCHOOL!

I DONT NEED SMARTS

OR REGRET

GOD





GOD!!!!!!!!



































 im trying so hard to confess my feelings...



I used to try to fall in love.


I gave up.



i mean... not really no one ever gives up looking for love. isnt that all we want? i dont care if thats true or not thats how i will look at people.


GOD DAMN


Im not supposed to say that but ... i do say that.

i used to even try to not say it in my head.

my emotions got overwhelmed when my family fell apart.

so now i am just letting go one by one of what i once held dear.

its all starts when you begin to part your hair onthe other side.


























 I used to not cuss.
i used to not peek at naked girls
i used to not indulge in negativity
i used to not drink
i used to not smoke
i used to not do drugs. I mean I dont do drugs.
I used to not say god
i used to be a virgin.









 i used to be
i used to b
i used to
i used t
i used
i use
i us
i u
i








THIS KID IS REALLY FUCKIN VAIN.









 .


its all gone now. what have I not lost?


Im trying to free myself by tangling myself in chains of regret.












 IM JUST TRYING TO BE HONEST IM NOT PERFECT!!!!!!

i dont like using the word perfect either. i should probably just say that i dont like living up to the expectations that my past raised me with. only because i put so much hope into and watched it all fall apart.




 i guess im scared to see that happen again. thats why im crazy. maybe i can get it out of my system.


























































IM A 23 YEAR OLD MAN, and this is what I do on a monday night. im probably a disappointment to my lineage..

eek.

I should probably do more manly things like not talk about my feelings are try to express myself or whatever.
maybe i should try, violence.
perhaps i could just drown my feelings in alcohol.  because thats what my grandpa would do. i mean i love him but i dont know him.

my grand kids will know me. at least this 23 y.o version piece of shit me.

I love my  family a lot.


they really dont understand.

so much.



















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I lost my virginity las week.






these are the psychological effects.
i will be really embarrassed if any of this gets back to me.

but then again who gives a FAT FUCK. there are LITERALLY BILLIONS OF PEOPLE ON THE EARTH.
at least thats what I was told and at sure seems tthats the case.