The only thing going through my head today is how much i hate the situation im in and that having only 100 dollars with bills about to hit kinda scary. the fact that im thousands of miles away from my home and that i lost my passport are just after thoughts.

most of all im worried, am i wasting my time?

Do i enjoy my life?


FUCK



i dont kare


thats a bad way to put it.


I mean,

I just want my brain to be sharp and remember shit.


ive got a lot to prove to myself if i ever wanna be ok with myself.

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